I AM HYPERVENTILATING. I've just witnessed a clip of the first completed scene from the Twilight movie! It's a portion of the ballet studio scene where James is filming Bella, as Edward suddenly arrives. I must say that seeing it for the first time surely gave me this sudden rush of excitement which sent my stomach in endless circles. I can't believe I was watching the story I've grown to love slowly come to life - even for just roughly over a minute. And then, clouding the skies of my little happy place, impatience and apprehension suddenly stole the throne once I realized the clip was over. Before I prattle some more, I figured you might want to watch the clip yourself. You may do so by clicking here.

Okay so after watching it the first time (and calming down, of course), I played it again - but this time, comparing it against how I pictured that scene in my head while reading the book. The movie (or that scene particularly), I have to say, wasn't very much faithful to the book. Bella was supposed to be unconscious and bleeding to death when Edward arrived. Not staring at him frightened. And the stunts were a little flawed and unrealistic. I might be wrong, as I haven't seen the entire film yet but I do hope that the pivotal parts of the novel will be given an appropriate amount of emphasis in the film. I can't believe I'm gonna have to wait until January(!) to see the whole thing when I'm witnessing parts of it already as early as now. Argh. How frustrating.

I just found out about err.. something. Something I wished I never have found out at all. I can't figure out why I'm upset about it but I am. I so am. Para kasing sinasadya eh. Ugh. The nerve. Okay stop it, Chel. Enough. Just go back to Twilight. HAHAHA!!

I read Twilight again last weekend, and it still has that same damn effect on me like it had the first time! It still gets to me, though I already know what's going to happen. I'm excited to read New Moon again because the dog is there :) Lol. But I'll cease the Twilight nostalgia first and read something else written by someone else. Hahaha. It's Jodi Picoult's The Tenth Circle. I've heard some good reviews so I decided to check it out. I'll let you know once it's done. I'll probably obsess about it after I've finished reading it anyway. And then after that, New Moon! :)

Edward: I think your friends are angry with me for stealing you.

Bella: They’ll survive.

Edward: I may not give you back, though.