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Monday, January 29, 2007
C H A D < 3



My baby's a month old na! :) Thank you for all the hugs and kisses, baby. Mommy loves you! And so does Daddy. :) Mwah!



Sunday, January 28, 2007

We had our first CWTS-C2 exposure trip for this term. We are still assigned in Kaingin Bukid, just like last term. We arrived there at about 9:30 AM. We would now be implementing the plans that we stated in our proposal and our agenda for the day is the tutorials. To get things started, we gave the children (from kinder to 1st year highschool) diagnostic exams to determine how we would handle the tutorials. It was a bit chaotic, but manageable nevertheless.



Saturday, January 27, 2007

I laugh when I look at our album pictures and I would see us way back when we were little, playing bahay-bahayan, nanay-nanayan, lutu-lutuan, and all those games that require repeating names. It was nice to recall those times when we still live in this separate world full of child's play and happiness. But now, it's not the the same scenario anymore. Look how we've grown. I don't talk to you about barbies and polly pockets. You're now one of the people I can share my life with. Even though we've grown to like different things, we can always get along. You were this hot chick who digs hiphop and rnb while I was this snob antisocial who listens to rock. When you moved in our house (or in my room, to be exact LOL), we realized that what the other likes isn't so bad after all. We kind of influenced each other with our different tastes and interests. I now know about Rihanna like you know about Howie Day.

Yes, we have our differences. But it doesn't mean that we don't have anything in common, either. First of all, we both look fine. LOL! Just kidding. We both like dancing. We participated like crazy in dance events at school or wherever. We're both mommies. You have your Gabriel, and I have my Chad. :) We both have experienced "sneaking out/in" LOL. And oh! How can I forget this? We're both lucky and unlucky in love. We have had our fair share of bastards who left us in tears. And now, we both have our prince charming too! I just hope both of them are keepers, this time. :)

With all that we've been through, I realized something. You're not just a cousin to me. You're more like a sister, and a friend. Thank you for the countless hours of nonstop gossiping. Thank you for the girl talks and the boy hunts LOL. Thank you for the pieces of advice we kept on exchanging with each other. Thank you for the trust we had for each other that we were able to do those things. Thank you. I just, thank you. I love you, roommate! Be careful and be wiser. Legal ka na eh. Hahaha!

Happy 18th birthday, Ate Hugs!



Friday, January 26, 2007

I spent the day getting bored at class. I am always bored every Tuesday and Thursday because I don't like my schedule at those days. I have 3 subjects, with no breaks and in just one classroom. Sinong hindi mababaliw dun? Ayun, ganun ang sitwasyon ko every TTH. Grrr. Anyway, back to my story. After my boring classes, I went straight home because Mom wants me to go with her at the mall and buy my grandparents a luggage for their trip. They'll be leaving for the States some time in February. So, yun. She took me out on a date. LOL. We watched a movie. Night at the Museum. It was nice. I had a good laugh. I had a great talk with Mom, too. Nagchismisan nanaman kami. Haha.



Thursday, January 25, 2007
Mukhang nalabuan ako.

Mukhang nagkaroon kami ng specialization talk kanina para daw matulungan kaming makapagdecide kung anong kukuning specialization. Mukhang nangpersuade yung apat na areas of specialization na pwede naming pagpilian. At imbis na matulungan ako, mukhang lalo lang akong nalito. Nung start kasi ng first term, medyo buo na ang isip ko na Software Technology (ST) ang kukunin ko. Mukhang nung umattend ako ng seminar, naguluhan ako at parang gusto ko nang mag Instructional Systems Technology (IST). Eh mukhang sa February 1 yung deadline ng pagsubmit ng specialization forms. Mukhang ilang araw lang yun at kailangan ko nanag mamili. Mukhang nakakabadtrip dba? >_< Haayy. I need to pray for this.
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ANYWAY.. Tama na ang MUKHANG. After the talk, I spent the rest of the day with Jay. It was beyond words. I don't know, he seems to have the power to make me go "Wow" every time. Okay, I sound too mushy. Can I just say I had a great time? Hehehe. I love you, hon! :)



Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Okay, so another month has passed..

..A month which I just spent by loving you even more. Thank you for making me fall for you over and over every time. Thank you for not getting sick of reminding me that you'll always be with me no matter what. I know we've gone through quite a number of fights in the past, but you know what? It never made me give up on us. I won't and I never will because I know that our love is different. It is something real.

Thank you for making me feel alive. I love you, Jay. Happy 2nd monthsary!

P.S. Our baby's gonna be a month old on the 28th! Yeeeyyy. :)



Tuesday, January 23, 2007
I hate myself for hurting you.

I am so disappointed with myself. Kung hindi pa nangyari yon, hindi ako makokonsensya sa mga pinaggagagawa ko. If it weren't for that, I wouldn't realize how selfish and insensitive I have become. Now, all I feel is guilt and shame. Guilt for what I had done, and shame for how I made others feel. The feeling's so ugly and it won't go away. :( I'm really sorry for being so insensitive. I hate that it's just now that I realized I have neglected you. You, of all people. I'm really sorry and I hope I could make it up to you. I promise it won't happen again. Ever.

Okay, enough. Or I'm gonna start wailing like a silly little kid once more.

Anyways, I just got home from school. Well not really, but I was at school earlier for class. I was supposed to stay longer and wait for Jay to finish his class but I had to go somewhere else. Oh by the way, I had my hair cut today. I really didn't want to but Mom has been bugging me about it for weeks now and I finally agreed. It wasn't that bad after all. LOL.

Tomorrow's gonna be a lovely day. Lalalala...



Monday, January 22, 2007
Down low.

Okay. New home. I dont know what to say, really. I just think it would be better if I blog this way. Silently, I mean. Haha labo, men. Okay enough. I'm not making sense again.

The start of my 2007 is like an emotional roller coaster ride for me. Why? Well, I've been very thankful with all the blessings God has given come new year. But, on the other hand, this was the point where Jay and I have been going through a rough time. I know it's inevitable but it still makes me feel bad because the last thing that I want is to argue with him. I'm glad that it's all over now and everything's going smoothly perfect. Ahh, bliss bliss bliss.

Uhm, what else? I'm happy right now. I've been communicating with people I had lost contact with in the past. It's sad to know that we lost touch for quite a while but now, all I could think about is cherishing the moment and making up for lost time. I missed you, guys!

Anyway, I'm in the middle of making the initial project proposal for our machine project. I have to go back and finish it now. Wish me luck! :)



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