As you can see, I'm kind of back to not updating AGAIN. I guess it's pretty obvious that my relaxing days are over. Yes. School, especially my majors, has been getting me preoccupied for the past weeks (or month maybe?). Actually, I'm supposed to be doing our INTROSE project right now, but my mind stopped functioning and I can't continue programming at the moment. So, here I am, blogging. Let me just list the things which I failed to blog about for the past weeks (at the top of my head).

1. Jay celebrated his birthday a few weeks ago. It was a busy day for the both of us and we so we weren't able to do something special that day. I'm really sorry, hon. But I hope you were happy nevertheless. Happy birthday, Hon! I love you!

2. Nutty was diagnosed with left and right hinge defects. So we (Jay, Mom, and I) got him fixed. I guess he's been stressed out as well due to all the harassment he's been getting from my school works. :( But he's okay now :)

3. I already enrolled online for term 3. I'm gonna have afternoon classes. DEMN. 1.5 class hours suck. But still, sana di masira sched ko :(

4. I haven't slept decently for the past two weeks.. and it's going to continue still for the weeks to come. O_O Grabe it's only what, 2 weeks na lang before term break and I still have a huge pile of work to do.

5. One Tree Hill is back with it's 5th season! Ack! I can't wait!!

6. I want to read The Other Boleyn Girl na! I want to have a HEROES marathon! I want to go shopping at Greenhills! I want to sleep! I want to spend time with my friends! I want to do a non-school related activity with Jay for an entire day! But I can't seem to find the time *sob* Ang dami ko gusto gawin pero hindi pwede kasi di ko matatapos mga school works ko. KADIRI. Christmas break, I need you now!!! I'm freaking desperate!!!

Thank you for the immeasurable love you've given me. You cared for me so much for the past year that I feel I don't deserve it anymore. Thank you for accepting who I am, and not ever trying to change it. Thank you for always thinking about what's best for me (like the way you worry so hard about what would happen to me on my OJT as early as now)

As Pablo Neruda would put it, "I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply without problems or pride.." That's how I love you, hon. You made my heart soar and leap in sheer delight. Knowing you has changed the course of my life and I love how everything turned out.

I really, really hope that I still find your hand clenched with mine at the end of the journey. Let's walk this road called life together! <3 Thank you for one blissful year, honey. I love you so much! :*

P.S. And thank you for the book you gave me. It's the most beatiful story ever written. I hope it never ends. :) I love you!

Ayan, naiinis nanaman ako. Whoooo!! Why? Cos of them! Fine. So they really know how to get in my freaking nerves, alright. Cos it never fails every time. *CLAP!* Don't worry, I won't pull your hair out. I'm not that evil (or maybe just discreet XD). Eto na lang: Sana wag dumaan si Santa sa bahay nyo this Christmas Eve! Hmmmph! XP Haha braaaaaat. Di tayo bati. Che! Muhahaha!! XD

Damn. Just saying it gets me high! I'm freaking relaxing! Could you believe it?? The Panic Queen is finally taking a breather. She's not going under so much pressure. Well not at the moment, at least. Haha :)) But I don't care! I'm glad I get to taste the goodness of slacking and doing the thing I'm really good at: bumming around :))

I had so much fun today. Jay and I had a date in La Casita (a cafeteria at La Salle). I enjoyed it so much! I don't usually mention things like these in my blog but I had an argument with Jay yesterday. No, not an argument. It was actually a fight. A big one. But before the day ended, we made up and today, we dated! Yeeee I love it! It might sound (actually, it really is) cheezy but no matter how bad the fight is, the making up part makes all the pain and tears worthwhile (that's a lotta make's!). The sweet will never be as sweet without the sour. :) Did that make sense? Hahaa basta. The feeling's too immense that no words can give justice to its depth. Just keep in mind that I loooooooooove that boy, k? <3 And I missed La Casita's mango crepe! It's actually the nearest place where I can buy something that perfectly satisfies the cravings of my taste buds. LOL

Anyway, I finished reading The Kite Runner that Mr. Humalit had been asking us to read. I love its tragedy. Sad stories make good books, you know. And aside from that, it's very informative. It showed me a much clearer picture of Afghanistan during the war. There really are a lot of unimaginable things happening in Middle East countries. There's more to it than just bombings and killings. A very remarkable novel. I applaud the author (Khaled Hosseini) for it. I'm thinking of reading A Thousand Splendid Suns tuloy. :)

A few days ago, I was invited by a friend to come to her debut. I asked her when is it, she said it's gonna be on February of next year. I paused for a moment. And then a thought suddenly hit me: Hers is on February, while mine's on January. And heck, I'm not even making the slightest of plans for it! Muhahahaha! :)) So much for trying to be a girl wahahaaaaaa! :))

I think that would be enough for an update :) Good night!