Dad informed us that he's not coming home anytime soon. Most probably he's going to be with us on December na. He had been out of the country since August, if I remember it correctly. He couldn't come home because he's piled up with a lot of work and his boss might not let him be with us on Christmas that's why he did not insist on coming home this time anymore.

That made me -- and most especially my Mom -- sad. I miss my Dad and the house doesn't possess the kind of enthusiasm it does when Dad is around. Cheesy, I know, but very true. Especially for a family of three. Each other's presence is very important.

I miss him. I want him to come home. But I still don't know how to tell him about Jay. Oh the dilemma.

Jay and I found this great YouTube video awhile ago. It features the works of an amazing artist that goes by the name of Julian Beever. He paints the streets and pavements with chalk. When you take a photo of it in a 90-degree angle, it looks 3D! They are just breathtaking. Check it out!

I have so many worries. I can't help it. Whenever I have some deadline to meet or a task to finish, I worry that I might not be able to accomplish it. I know it doesn't help at all but I really can't control it. I worry, worry, worry. After that, I panic.That's when things really get out of hand. I lose focus and my worries actual become real. Waa it's driving me insane! I'm lucky to have Jay calming me down everytime. He's my morphine. He releases me from the pain and agony of excessive worrying. Damn I have issues.

ANYWAY..

Happy birthday, Owa! Thanks for keeping in touch. It meant a lot. I hope you had a great birthday. Naku last year mo na pala. Next year twenTEEN ka na. Pakabait ka na ha? Hahaha joke lang. I miss you! Happy birthday :)

AND OF COURSE..

Happy 11th month, partner! We really have been through a lot! Just saying it makes me feel like it's an understatement! I am really lucky to have you. Thank you for the love. Thank you for being an inspiration. Stick around some more, k? I can't wait to celebrate our very first anniversary. I love you so much!

School has just gone from bad to mean to pure evil. >_< And that's not just me. Jay is also feeling school's humongous weight these days. From nights of lack of decent sleep to cramming to go to school the morning after. From not being able to review to getting a failing mark in a major(!) subject. From huge zits and black circles around the eyes to an insane increase in caffeine consumption. Jay and I have experienced all those things in such an awfully short period of time. Oh the heartaches of being a student.

Hay.

The only thing I have that keeps me from losing it is Jay and messages from my friends who i haven't talked to for I don't wanna know how long. You know who you guys are. :) Special thanks to my sister, Sarah, for always constantly checking up on me and praying for me. And most especially to Jay, who stayed with me every step of the way. I kind of have a lot of disappointments in myself, but you never stopped believing in me. You don't know how much it helped me endure each day. I love you both so much! <3

Oh yeah, and Grey's! McSteeeaaamy.

La Salle won against UE! It's a freaking sweep! Damn, I'm still in deep awe. The game was sooo intense I wish I had witnessed it with Jay at the big dome. Well anyway, enough with the whining. After last season's events, DLSU definitely made a huge comeback! Two thumbs waaaaaay up for the Green Archers! That's a whole year of bragging rights! Wahaha! So pano ba yan, no classes tomorrow? HAHAHA! Proud to bleed GREEN!

Looove that line. :)

MONDAY - Mom's birthday! After school, Jay and I bought mom cake and flowers :) Happy birthday, Mama! I love you so big! We ate at home together. I love it. I just hope my Dad was there, too. And by the way, my mom's age? Forty-something! Hahahaa that's what she wants me to say! LOL

TUESDAY - Stayed at school the entire day for my COMSORG Departmental Exam 1 at night. I wasn't so confident with my answers. Boo :/

WEDNESDAY - Market Week for TREDTWO. The lines were crazy! We ran out of slots for MyZoo. So we got CUPA, instead. After that, had HUMALIT (which was my only class for the day for some reason), and then did the SRS Document for INTROSE with my groupmates for the rest of the afternoon. Jay and I went home afterwards.

THURSDAY - I hate this day. There were lots of cramming and panicking in the morning. Jay and I almost got late for TREDTWO. We were hurrying so bad because we have 3 quizzes. When we got there, the class was just about to start. And there was no quiz! :/ The next events were crappy and I don't want to remember it anymore. Although after that, I find myself screaming my lungs out in front of the television with Jay at the DLSU-UE Game 1. Yeeeaahh we won! Although it was a struggle, it definitely still is a win! Hoooraaah!

FRIDAY - We had an exam for SCIMATP. And then lectures for the rest of the subjects. Jay and I went home or lunch and Jay went back to school for BISPROC. And now I'm waiting for him, while typing this. :)

7 more weeks, baby. <3

I miss Sarah.