I guess everyone who knows me is aware of my obsession over Chad Michael Murray a.k.a Lucas Scott a.k.a. Hottie hot hot. LOL! I first spotted him when I saw the movie Freaky Friday. He captured my heart with woe. Since then, I can't take my eyes off him. He was so adorable in that movie especially when he was singing -- or maybe yelling -- Hit me baby one more time! He had this long hair, wore leather jacket and rode on a motorcycle. He just looked so fine.

I immediately looked him up over the net and I found out that he has a tv series, which has just debuted it's first season for a few weeks. I'm talking about One Tree Hill. I started watching it and I got madly hooked. Aside from the fact that hottie hot hot is one of the leads, the storyline is just impressive and the actors were great. Plus, the soundtrack is just LOVE. I also found a character in the show whom I can relate to, in terms of being screwed up and misunderstood, by the name of Peyton Sawyer. She, too, is love.

Anyway, back to the very dreamy Chad. LOL. The next film he starred in was A Cinderella Story. I loved him in this film as well. He really captured the prince charming image like it was made for him. Then, he starred in another film, a suspense-thriller this time, called House of Wax alongside Elisha Cuthbert (which I have lesbo love for, btw). In this movie, he portrayed a bad boy image. He shaved his hair off to match his grumpy and arrogant role as Nick Jones. I love it! :)

FAN GIRL, I know. But I guess it's not Chad whom I'm falling for but Lucas Scott. He just possesses everything that I ever wanted in a prince charming. Okay, I guess not everything. But he seems to have that whole package going on. And those eyes. Those dreamy eyes. Everytime he would look at Peyton Sawyer, it just makes me go Awwww while wishing someone would look at me that way too.

Someone did. And who may that person be, you ask? It's no other than Jay, my boyfriend. :)

We all have like a list of qualities that we look for in a guy. I think evey girl does. Every girl has certain things which she hopes her prince charming possesses. I do too. I have standards and qualities that I look for in my prince. A lot of those, I found in Lucas Scott. Maybe that's why I grow fond of watching and admiring him, even if he's just a fantasy. One way or another, I dreamed that I would meet someone who came close or maybe is exactly like Lucas Scott. And I wasn't disappointed. :)

My boyfriend might not resemble Lucas Scott at all but I'm VERY sure about one thing: Everytime he looks at me, I melt exactly the way I did when Lucas stares at Peyton. Wait, not exactly -- I melt even MORE. I guess I just find it so hard to believe that someone actually looked at me that way and more.

He might not have all the qualities of a prince charming that I had in mind but he sure makes me feel like a princess. And that really is what's important. He is my very own Lucas Eugene Scott. And I am his Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer. :)

I love you so much, Jay. ♥

P.S. Did you think this entry was about Chad? LOL