Okay, I know all of you would probably go like, "Sheez. It's just five months, Chel. Grow up."

Hahaha! I may sound so mababaw and so like a big cheeseball here but I don't care! I know most of you guys are celebrating anniversaries already but I've never had a relationship that lasted this long and made me feel super happy and content before so excuse my mushiness. LOL :)

When I first met Jay, I didn't know he was going to be a big part of my life as he is right now. I did not even notice him during our LPEP days. We had a lot of guys in the block and it's really hard to keep up with different names and faces in the beginning. I was pretty sure he did not remember me either. He was really not into meeting new people that much because he was preoccupied with something else. Fair game, I guess. ;P

But come to think of it, God really does work in ways that we couldn't ever imagine possible. He knew that Jay and I would understand each other because both of us came from an emotionally rough place. I just can't stress enough how much I am thankful to God that I had met this boy. Let me tell you the things that I am most thankful for:

We complement each other. He fills in the areas that I lack. When I'm weak, he becomes my strength. He believes in me when no one does, especially myself. He always finds a way to cheer me up when I'm sad. Although I am not perfect and I make mistakes, he loves everything about me. He keeps reminding me how special I am, especially to him. He makes me realize my worth.

I even am thankful for the littlest of things that he does. He eats the sisiw in my balut because he knows that I couldn't (or just don't want to LOL). He knows my pig-out foods (aside from Chocnut, of course). He expresses himself well in speaking but I am more comfortable with writing. He loves Kaskade while I enjoy Plus44. Our differences make us perfect for each other because it's too boring if we always get along. LOL! :P

I found a BESTFRIEND in him! We can spend the day by just talking and laughing. He makes me smile and cracks me up. He knows exactly what cheers me up. And he doesn't judge me even when he has all the right to. He looks past the superficial, he sees the real me.. and accepts it wholeheartedly. Nobody had ever accepted and loved me the way he did and still does.

What we have is just so perfect that it scares me. As much as I hope for him to be the one, everything is still uncertain because relationships doesn't always last especially at seventeen. Well if it's not in God's plan, I would not regret anything. I would look back with a smile and remember exactly how I felt at this very moment -- BLISS.

P.S. Thank you for the wonderful week! I am so glad that I get to spend every day of it with you! Bbo Bbo! ♥ ♥ ♥