May kwento ako!

We had our usual Sunday service. After that, we (Mom, Dad and I) went to Glorietta to have lunch. I was texting Jay that time and he told me that he and his family were in Greenbelt. I couldn't meet him though simpleybecause 1) My dad's there. He doesn't know anything about Jay yet. I think he has a clue though, but he just doesn't want to ask. I mean, sinong hindi maghihinala eh ang laki-laki ni Chad para itago ko? LOL; 2) Jay's family is there. I don't know, but I'm just not ready to meet them yet. Scared? Yeah, I guess so.

Anyways, after we had lunch, Jay texted. Pupunta daw sila sa The Fort. We still stayed in Glorietta. Imi-meet namin sina Lola dahil magpapaayos daw kasi siya ng salamin. habang hinihintay namin sila, nag-ice cream muna kami. We stayed at G4. Tas after a while nagtext si Jay na pupunta daw silang Glorietta to watch a movie. At nasa carpark na sila. So parang okay, pwede pa kami magkita. KAYA LANG.. nung paakyat na sila, dumating na sina Lola. Bumaba naman kami. So in short, nagkasalisihan kami. Ayun yun eh. Nakakapanghinayang.

Tapos pinuntahan na namin sina Lola. Eh 1 hour pa bago makuha yung glasses. Nagyaya silang magmerienda somewhere. Eh ayoko na kasi kakakain ko lang. Sabi nila manood nalang daw kami ng movie magpipinsan habang kumakain sila. Haha kumusta yun? Andun si Jay. So parang oo na lang ako (kunwari pa amf). Eh di bumalik akong G4 kasama mga pinsan ko. Bumili kami ng tickets, Stomp the Yard. Tapos nakita ko siya, Shooter daw yung papanuorin nila. Nagbabay na ako agad kasi the movie's already starting. We went inside na. Lalo ko siya namiss..

We started watching the movie na. It was nice, it had some funny parts which was really good. I couldn't really focus that much because I was texting Jay. Medyo matagal siyang di nagreply tapos nung nagtext siya, he asked:

Jay: What cinema kayo?
Ako: 4, bakit?
Jay: Wala lang. Haha.
Ako: Di nga?
Jay: Wala nga lang, bibili sana ako ng ticket eh. Pasok ako dyan. Kaya lang alam ko sasabihin mo sayang lang eh.
Ako: Talaga gagawin mo yun?
Jay: Gusto mo?
Ako: Makakaalis ka ba dyan?
Jay: Wave your fone sa air now.

Poof! Andun na siya sa loob ng movie house. :) Eh sa aisle pa ako nakaupo so nung tinabihan niya ako, nakaupo siya sa stairs. LOL! Tinanong ko what was his excuse sa family niya. Sabi niya he told them na bibili lang siya ng hotdog. Haha! Grabe, I missed him so much. He was beside me for 5 minutes (!) tapos he said that he has to leave na. Bibili pa daw siya ng hotdog. Hehe. So ayun, he left. I was very happy.

He's so full of surprises. It's just the sweetest thing! I mean, he paid a P120 movie ticket just to see me for 5 effin' minutes. Tas he'll buy snacks pa para hindi magduda parents niya. I mean.. nakakataba ng puso. Nakakatouch. Nakakablush. Nakaka-awwww. Lahat na. Haaaaaay. I so love that boy!

To Jay: Thank you. You have made my day. ♥ ♥ ♥

I guess everyone who knows me is aware of my obsession over Chad Michael Murray a.k.a Lucas Scott a.k.a. Hottie hot hot. LOL! I first spotted him when I saw the movie Freaky Friday. He captured my heart with woe. Since then, I can't take my eyes off him. He was so adorable in that movie especially when he was singing -- or maybe yelling -- Hit me baby one more time! He had this long hair, wore leather jacket and rode on a motorcycle. He just looked so fine.

I immediately looked him up over the net and I found out that he has a tv series, which has just debuted it's first season for a few weeks. I'm talking about One Tree Hill. I started watching it and I got madly hooked. Aside from the fact that hottie hot hot is one of the leads, the storyline is just impressive and the actors were great. Plus, the soundtrack is just LOVE. I also found a character in the show whom I can relate to, in terms of being screwed up and misunderstood, by the name of Peyton Sawyer. She, too, is love.

Anyway, back to the very dreamy Chad. LOL. The next film he starred in was A Cinderella Story. I loved him in this film as well. He really captured the prince charming image like it was made for him. Then, he starred in another film, a suspense-thriller this time, called House of Wax alongside Elisha Cuthbert (which I have lesbo love for, btw). In this movie, he portrayed a bad boy image. He shaved his hair off to match his grumpy and arrogant role as Nick Jones. I love it! :)

FAN GIRL, I know. But I guess it's not Chad whom I'm falling for but Lucas Scott. He just possesses everything that I ever wanted in a prince charming. Okay, I guess not everything. But he seems to have that whole package going on. And those eyes. Those dreamy eyes. Everytime he would look at Peyton Sawyer, it just makes me go Awwww while wishing someone would look at me that way too.

Someone did. And who may that person be, you ask? It's no other than Jay, my boyfriend. :)

We all have like a list of qualities that we look for in a guy. I think evey girl does. Every girl has certain things which she hopes her prince charming possesses. I do too. I have standards and qualities that I look for in my prince. A lot of those, I found in Lucas Scott. Maybe that's why I grow fond of watching and admiring him, even if he's just a fantasy. One way or another, I dreamed that I would meet someone who came close or maybe is exactly like Lucas Scott. And I wasn't disappointed. :)

My boyfriend might not resemble Lucas Scott at all but I'm VERY sure about one thing: Everytime he looks at me, I melt exactly the way I did when Lucas stares at Peyton. Wait, not exactly -- I melt even MORE. I guess I just find it so hard to believe that someone actually looked at me that way and more.

He might not have all the qualities of a prince charming that I had in mind but he sure makes me feel like a princess. And that really is what's important. He is my very own Lucas Eugene Scott. And I am his Peyton Elizabeth Sawyer. :)

I love you so much, Jay. ♥

P.S. Did you think this entry was about Chad? LOL

I left home at 9:30am. Tapos puntang SMA para kumuha ng yearbook with Sisthurr Crae. Tapos dumating si Poxy para kumuha din ng yearbook. Pinagtripan at pinagtawanan namin yung ibang mga tao sa yearbook. Haha bastos. Tas umalis na si Poxy dala ang 3 yearbooks (HAHAHA) at kami naman ni Sisthurr ay nagcab papuntang Madocs para sunduin si Shobe Jacque.

Pagdating sa Madocs, tinour kami ni Shobe sa loob. Maraming nakitang former schoolmates. Tas pinuntahan din namin si Sap habang nagkaklase. Suplado. Nakakaloko pa yung ngiti. HAHA!

Tapos naglakad (yup!) kami papuntang MOA. Nastress ako dun. LOL! We ate lunch at Pupung & Friends. Tapos puro kwentuhan at tawanan lang na sobrang SABAW. Nakakamiss yun! Tapos kumain kami ng Quickly. Ay iniinom pala yon. Tapos more kwentuhans pa. Tapos tambay at camwhore sa Powerbooks. Tapos naghanap at bumili ng coloring book sa National. Haha ang labo. Pero enjoy sobraaaa!

Tapos sinundo na ako ni Jay at nagbabay na ako sa mga kapatid ko. Tambay muna kami ni Jay sa Powerbooks (nanaman LOL) habang tinitignan niya yung yearbook. Tapos bumili kami ng Popperoo (haha adik na ako sa popcorn amf) tapos umuwi na. Nagstay pa siya sa bahay. Naglaro ako ng Sudoku sa PSP niya at nagcamwhore kami hanggang sa malowbatt ang digicam ko. HAHA! Tapos umuwi na siya around 6. Ang sayaaaaaaaaaaa! :)

ETO PA. Nalaman ko nung pinuntahan ko siya sa Powerbooks na kanina pa pala siya sa MOA. As in KANINA PA. Nauna pa siya saken, para lang hintayin at ihatid ako pauwi. Nakakaloka diba? Ang usapan kasi namin kagabi eh uuwi muna siya tapos mga 4pm susunduin niya ako sa MOA. Tapos yun pala, after ng class niya, dumerecho na siya ng MOA tapos nagpalipas siya ng oras habang hinihintay niya akong magtext na tapos na kami magdate ng mga kapatid ko. Sobrang natouch ako. Nanuod pa siya ng movie mag-isa(!!!!!) para magpalipas ng oras. Tapos pag-uwi niya, nagpunta sila ng family niya sa Rockwell para manuod ng movie. And guess what, pinanuod nila yng pinanuod niya kanina. Sobrang naguilty ako. Natuwa ako na ginawa niya yun para saken, pero nakakaguilty kasi gumastos pa siya and all. I mean, ilang oras siyang mag-isa sa MOA eh hate na hate pa naman nya ang MOA kasi lagi siyang nawawala dun sa sobrang laki at ayaw niya yung lakad nang lakad. WAAAAAAAA HONEY, I'M SOOOOOO SORRY. SOBRANG THANK YOU SA PAG-AALAGA MO. I LOVE YOU SOBRA!

Eto conversation namin pagkauwi niya:

Jay: Bebi masakit ulo ko.. =c
Me: Awww. Bebi sorry. Kanina ka pa kasi nasa MOA eh. I'm sorry my baby..
Jay: Wag ka magsorry. I decided to go there nalang agad para ONE kasi tinatamad ako umuwi; TWO pag nagkaproblem tas tinawag mo ako, at least nasa vicinity lang ako. It was all out of love.

♥ ♥ ♥

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Ang masasabi ko lang ay..

Sisthurr and Shobe: Thank you for today! I missed you both so so big! Nag-enjoy ako nang sobra at natutuwa ako na nakita ko na ulet kayo. :) Sabaw pa rin kayong kausap. HAHAHA! Atsi loves you both! *YAKAAAAAAP!*

Jay: Wala na. Wala na akong hihilingin pa. AYABYUSHOMATS! ♥

1. I am public na! I mean, binroadcast ko na ang url ko. Should I say I'm back? No. I never left. I just limited my readers to just one -- JAY. Haha. But now it's public! Tag, you guys! I would reeeeeaaaaaaaally appreciate it. Thanks :)

2. I don't have a Globe number anymore. To those people who contact me through my Globe number, you won't be able to reach me anymore unless you text my Sun. Mag-Sun na kasi ulit eh. Oo Boks nagpaparinig talaga ako! HAHAHA!

3. I'll be out on May 3-5. I'm going to the District 1 Youth Camp of our Church. I hope it's going to be fun. May pool daw eh! Hahaha..

Yan lang muna. I'll update again later, I think. Haha. :)

--UPDATE--
8:30 PM

After lunch, Jay and I went to Electroworld at Park Square to ask Kuya Efren for help regarding the router. It's still screwed up. Hindi pa rin namin alam kung paano aayusin. Amf. >_< Anyway, after that we went to G4 to buy movie tickets for Spiderman 3. :D Tapos tamabay sa Tater's and then balik sa bahay. We kept watching Jay's video because I can't help but laugh and go "aawwww" when I see that vid. It's just so cute! :) And then I fell asleep beside Jay while he's watching TV. Hahaha.. He went home at around 6.

Now, I just finished my dinner. Jay's biking around their village right now so I'm waiting for his text. In the meantime, tinker tinker around. :) That's all bye!

--END OF UPDATE--

Okay, I know all of you would probably go like, "Sheez. It's just five months, Chel. Grow up."

Hahaha! I may sound so mababaw and so like a big cheeseball here but I don't care! I know most of you guys are celebrating anniversaries already but I've never had a relationship that lasted this long and made me feel super happy and content before so excuse my mushiness. LOL :)

When I first met Jay, I didn't know he was going to be a big part of my life as he is right now. I did not even notice him during our LPEP days. We had a lot of guys in the block and it's really hard to keep up with different names and faces in the beginning. I was pretty sure he did not remember me either. He was really not into meeting new people that much because he was preoccupied with something else. Fair game, I guess. ;P

But come to think of it, God really does work in ways that we couldn't ever imagine possible. He knew that Jay and I would understand each other because both of us came from an emotionally rough place. I just can't stress enough how much I am thankful to God that I had met this boy. Let me tell you the things that I am most thankful for:

We complement each other. He fills in the areas that I lack. When I'm weak, he becomes my strength. He believes in me when no one does, especially myself. He always finds a way to cheer me up when I'm sad. Although I am not perfect and I make mistakes, he loves everything about me. He keeps reminding me how special I am, especially to him. He makes me realize my worth.

I even am thankful for the littlest of things that he does. He eats the sisiw in my balut because he knows that I couldn't (or just don't want to LOL). He knows my pig-out foods (aside from Chocnut, of course). He expresses himself well in speaking but I am more comfortable with writing. He loves Kaskade while I enjoy Plus44. Our differences make us perfect for each other because it's too boring if we always get along. LOL! :P

I found a BESTFRIEND in him! We can spend the day by just talking and laughing. He makes me smile and cracks me up. He knows exactly what cheers me up. And he doesn't judge me even when he has all the right to. He looks past the superficial, he sees the real me.. and accepts it wholeheartedly. Nobody had ever accepted and loved me the way he did and still does.

What we have is just so perfect that it scares me. As much as I hope for him to be the one, everything is still uncertain because relationships doesn't always last especially at seventeen. Well if it's not in God's plan, I would not regret anything. I would look back with a smile and remember exactly how I felt at this very moment -- BLISS.

P.S. Thank you for the wonderful week! I am so glad that I get to spend every day of it with you! Bbo Bbo! ♥ ♥ ♥

When I went to church today, I was hoping that God would send a message to my heart thru the Sunday Service. And because God is just so awesome, He did not disappoint me. Before the sermon of the pastor started, our Pastor made a few announcements. And the he announced that he was going to anoint our youth pastor, Pastor Lawrence, to be the National Youth Pastor for PAG (Philippine Assemblies of God). PL, as we all call him, has been handling the us/CA (Christ's Ambassadors). It is the youth organization in our church. And now, he has been given a much much bigger responsibility, and that is to handle all the youth-related activites all over PAG. It really is something. PL was asked to come up to the stage and kneel, while all the senior pastors gathered around him, placing their hands on his head. He was anointed with oil and prayed for. He gained the respect of every individual in that church, regardless of the fact that he was just in his late twenties.

It was a glorious moment. I think his parents, who were there, are very very proud of him. PL has proved how faithful he is to God's ministry. He dedicated his life to serving God. He is very talented. He leads the praise and worship every Sunday. He always has fun ideas regarding hte activities that we do in CA. He had always been there for us, the young people, and made sure we can come to him anytime. I look up to him then, and I respect him so much more now.

He was committed to what he was doing. He even wanted his job to be related to his ministry. He was sure that he was made for this. He was sure that God called him to preach His word. And he wanted to fulfill it so that God's name will be glorified. I admire him for that. And what made me admire him even more was when he said that the task that has been given to him is not a responsibility, but a privilege. A privilege to mature spiritually and bring more young souls to the Lord's feet. That was so wow.

I wondered how did he know that God really called him to serve. He said that if it's really His calling, you will just feel it in your heart.

Right now, I don't know what my calling is yet. Whatever it is, I know it's not going to be easy. Nothing really is. But for the meantime, I'll just prepare myself for the big privilege that the big God has prepared for me. :)

Tapos na ang FINAAAAAAAALS! Sa wakas, yun yun e! Pero ayoko pang mag-April 19. Dahil yown ang araw na malaman ko ang mga sablay kong grades. Haaay. Pero useless nang magworry ako ngayon. Tapos na e. Haaay ayoko na nga pag-usapan to. Haha parang may nagtanong e no? LOL

Magkukuwento ako. Nung Thursday, ANMATH1 finals ko. Tae, sobrang tense na tense ako nung araw na yon. Pano ba naman, 2 hours lang yung allotment para sa buong exam. Eh hello??! Puro computations at may curve sketching pa dun. So parang goodluck nalang samen at sana hindi kami kulangin sa oras. So pumasok ako ng mga 7:30. Pumunta na kami dun sa classroom. Tas maya-maya dumating na yung prof. Sabi niya, dala-dala daw niya yung results nung Quiz 3 namen. So yung mga kaklase ko parang atat na atat silang malaman yung score nila. Tas ako parang "WAAAAAAGG! Ayoko makita baka mawalan lang ako ng gana mag-finals!!" Pero hinde eh, pinamigay pa ren talaga. Sobrang ayoko talagang malaman yung score ko dahil nga ang hirap nung quiz na yon at madidistract lang ako habang nagffinals. Eh wala naman akong choice so kinuha ko na ren. Pagtingin ko.....AMP. NO WAY. May pag-asa pa pala akoooooooo! So medyo nainspire ako dahil tumaas yung chance ng pagpasa ko. Pero mahirap pa rin yung finals. HAHAHA LABO. :)

Okay isa pang kwento. It's Friday the 13th and it's my rest day! Hahaha! Ang habaaaaaaaaaa ng tulog ko. Yey! Paggising ko, tinext ko si Jay. Tinanong ko kung asan siya. Papunta na siya ng school para sa Case Study Defense nila sa NETCOMM. Tas kumain na ako ng lunch. Maya-maya nagtext ulit siya. 11:00 - 11:30 daw yung defense nila. Eh di yun, sabi ko goodluck. Tas nung mga 11:00 na nagtext ulit siya. Sa Monday na lang daw yung defense nila sabi nung prof. Kaya sabi ko uwi na siya. Sabi niya dadaan daw muna siya dito sa bahay, may iaabot lang siya. Tas sabi ko sige. Eh nagcocomputer ako nun. Maya-maya kumatok na siya sa kwarto ko. Akalain mong yung iaabot niya pala eh pagkalaki-laking doughnut! Hahaha naaliw ako, sinlaki ng plato. :D Alam niya daw kasi na mahilig ako sa doughnut eh kaya binili niya yun nung nakita niya. *Awwww* Natunaw ang puso ko katulad nung mga almonds sa ibabaw ng doughnut na dala niya. Hahahaha! :D Baduuuuuuuuuuuuy. LOL

Tapos yun, nagstay pa siya. Wala lang ang saya lang. Nanood ng TV. Kumain ng doughnut. Tinuruan ako maglaro ng DS. Naaliw sa DS. Mas naaliw kay Jay. Nanood ng Seinfeld. Nakatulog. Naglaro pa ulit ng DS. Hahaha. Ah basta, masaya ako. Masaya ako kasi magkasama kami. Jay, kung nababasa mo man to, may bumabagabag kasi talaga sakin e.. BAKIT MINSAN HINDI AKO PINAPANSIN NI LA SALLE? HAHAHAAAAAAA!!

Oy pero seryoso may effect sakin yun. Hehehe.. Anyway, umuwi siya ng bandang 5:30. Ang saya ng araw ko. Haha.

JEREMIAH LIKA NGA DITO ITATAGO NALANG KITA SA ILALIM NG KAMA KO PARA DI KA NA MAKAUWI! HAHAHA!

Okay, I should be studying right now because tomorrow is my OBJECTP finals. And when I say OBJECTP, I mean failure. Hopeless. Zero. Unless a miracle of some sort happens. Anyways, enough of that. I took a break from studying because obviously, I'm blogging. I just want to squeeze out the thoughts in my head for a bit (which does not include OBJECTP at all! LOL).

It has only been like what, 30 minutes, since Jayjay left my house but I already miss him like craaaaaazy. I sooo love this day. Although this morning sucked because I had to take my final exam for DASALGO, things went better this afternoon when Jay and I hung out in my house. It was fun. Despite the fact that it is finals week and I am in serious trouble with some (some? Who am I kidding, A LOT!) of my subjects this term, I still can't help but smile whenever we do I don't know.. whatevers. I mean, just being with him takes me away from the agony of the real world even for just a moment and drifts me off to a place of pure bliss. CHEESE? I don't care! I so missed that boy! ♥ We were not able to see each other for five days because he was with his family in Bicol for the Holy Week. So I really loved today for we spent it together. We also bought food at Kenny's and then ate dinner together with my mom. Thanks for today, Hon. Mwah!

We did nothing special for the Holy Week. We just stayed at home. We went to Church last Friday and that's about it. It's kind of lonely because it's just me and my mom. No Dad. No Jay. Saaaaaad. Hehehe..

Do you know this guy?
He is just LOVE. He might be snobbish and rude but I loooooooove his quirky ways! The way he speaks, the weird sound of his laugh, his oh-so-perfect teeth, his pale skin, his huuuuge factory, his oompa loompas, and most of all, his Wonka bars! They are so so so LOVE. I would give anything to meet him! :) LOL :D

"For your information, little girl, whipped cream isn't whipped cream at all unless it's been whipped with whips! Everybody knows that."

See? LOOOOOOOOOVE. ♥

KUNG MERON MANG MAKAKAPAGCONFIRM SAKEN NETONG MASAKLAP NA BALITANG TO, PAKIMESSAGE NAMAN AKO. PLEEEEEEASE. SERYOSO AKO. SANA HINDI TOTOO TO. HINDI KO PA KAYANG ILET GO ANG CHOCNUT. :'(

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay it's okay it's okay
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Coz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Coz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
Please tell me you'll stay, woah stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Thank you for the blissful day, LP. This is for you. <3

Happy birthday to one of the craziest people ever. Walang tatalo sa'yo Beyb! Uuuyy, tanda mo na LOL! Mwah! Lab ka ni beyb mo! :)