I am so disappointed with myself. Kung hindi pa nangyari yon, hindi ako makokonsensya sa mga pinaggagagawa ko. If it weren't for that, I wouldn't realize how selfish and insensitive I have become. Now, all I feel is guilt and shame. Guilt for what I had done, and shame for how I made others feel. The feeling's so ugly and it won't go away. :( I'm really sorry for being so insensitive. I hate that it's just now that I realized I have neglected you. You, of all people. I'm really sorry and I hope I could make it up to you. I promise it won't happen again. Ever.

Okay, enough. Or I'm gonna start wailing like a silly little kid once more.

Anyways, I just got home from school. Well not really, but I was at school earlier for class. I was supposed to stay longer and wait for Jay to finish his class but I had to go somewhere else. Oh by the way, I had my hair cut today. I really didn't want to but Mom has been bugging me about it for weeks now and I finally agreed. It wasn't that bad after all. LOL.

Tomorrow's gonna be a lovely day. Lalalala... ♥